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I wanted to drop in and say something...Maybe just for saying something's sake. I hate rambling ( Hmmm) So I'll try to keep this some what important. Yeah....Right!
Can I just say that NetFlix is great? I don't know why I didn't listen to kareem sooner! Pick your movies, they are dropped off at your house watch them, return them and than bam! MORE MOVIES! It's not like a normal movie place because there your not really apt for returning them on time. Here it's like, I WANT to make all the effort to walk to my mailbox and return the movies because I know there will be more movies that I actually want to see coming next instead of wondering around aimlessly in Blockbuster looking for some sign of something worth the $3.50 or whatever it is to rent it. This week? Spider Man 2! Pi: Faith In Chaos! Im excited, because I cleaned my room all up and now it's my little get away where I don't have to do anything do get around and be stressed out about.
Work today slightly got the better of me. I got there all excited because I was in so early and was getting off at 4 and what was even better was that I was working on the front lanes and not in icky food avenue. So when I got up this morning I did my hair, got all dressed up, actually took time to do my makeup and just got " Nice", but when I got there, my Team was nowhere to be found...Okay...Didn't want to jump to conclusions...Call them, ones sick and the other had a huge schedule mix up. Nice. So I go from jazzy and psyced...To dirty and down in 2 minutes flat. By the time I got help in there, I was sitting back in my over air conditioned office trying to write my review and do the stack of paperwork I have left from Food Ave. So I'm a little down from that. Other than that...I think I'm doing better.
I have a doctors appointment ( Gotta love America) In a month. What hedge was saying really hit home. Not because I was unaware that I was depressed lately...But it took me back for a moment when I first read it. I thought "no" just lately...But than Looking through everything for months and months, I realize, it's been too long. It's hard for me to say because I feel so foolish...If that's the word I want to use, but when I was younger I was hit by depression for a good 4 years. I always just assumed that it was because it was high school " Who's ever happy in high school?" But not to the extent that I was. I don't think there's something huge wrong and I know it has a lot to do with my attitude and how I choose to deal with things, but I also know that I can only go so far and my body and brain have to meet me half way. This all brought up some things that I really need to consider though...If there is something wrong...What? And if there is, how will I choose to work through it? I'm not the biggest fan of drugs of any kind. I don't even take aspirin, not for fear, but rather that I've always just believed the pain wasn't " Bad" enough to have to resort to pills. Oh while, It's something that only time and a doctor can tell. For now...I'll just sit around...Waiting...