Working out

It's hard when things suddenly become diffrent. I'm not a creature of change. I like to know about things, when, how, and why.

Out of the blue? HATE IT.

So...to get my mind over all that has happend...I am going to start throwing myself into working out. It's going to be kind of sad, but hopefully it will make a diffrence. If I loose 5 pounds a week like this week; then I will hopefully be at 30lbs by the end of the month. If I can loose 60lbs by the next two months then...I will be at my goal waight! Yayy me!

My brother in law just asked me to babysit my neice on what was my anniversary week...

This really sucks.