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I spent the whole day getting ready, cleaning the house, making sure everything was going to be great. I told people weeks ago about it so they could make it. I then went and bought snacks, soda, games, and booze, and...nobody even returned my calls... People who said they would come just a few days ago, who where supposed to call today and confirm...are nowhere around. I feel so stupid. Like a little girl who gets all ready for her birthday party and nobody shows up...actualy that's happend to me..when I was 13. Where is the hole I can crawl into? Why do I always try to do everything for people who do absalutly nothing for me when I need it most? Try calling me again people, see if I pick up...