It's all about the nookie?

Dear lord:
I am once again poor. I spent way to much money today. I got a pair of pants at Old navy and than two purses and two pairs of shoes. Than I went to Clairs and got this! Just different color. I than went over to Mervyns and got a pair of capris and a shirt. I'm super excited about getting all dressed up but...At such a large price tag!
tomorrow I'm throwing a good pal of mine a birthday party! I really really hope it goes all good. I shall be taking pictures up the him-ho so we all can thrill in the Collette gettin her party on. After the party is when I get scared. Me Anya and like two other people are going over to another co-workers place. They...( being the old ones ;) ) are getting the drinking on and all the plain hanging out they can render. Well I am the " social" kind of person now...These things still freak me out. I was never very " hey how you doin?" but lately I have been " Hello-ish" But, to be as frank as I can possibly be...These people are cool! I've spent a lot of time trying to fool these people that I am not insane! I don't want to spoil this all tomorrow! Haha, well, either way, I need to clean my room, clean the bathroom and get to bed soon because I have work tomorrow very very early!