Okay

OKAY!!

So I've paid off two credit cards and am well on my way to pay off another one next month.

That leaves me with one credit card and only the necessary bills.

I cleaned my mess. Realized I was holding onto things to tightly. Realized that I was worried of loosing everything when in fact...I really had nothing.

I lost a lot people. Lost a lot of people I had fun with. But I realized that I have a really good friend standing in front of me. He's everything I want in a lover and I realize only now in this past month that well it may not be him, Rather I should never settle for anybody less then what he has shown me.

I realized that who I am is not what I will be tomorrow and that I need to try new things.

I realized that I am so afraid of love and living, I will sabotage all those who stand before me and ask to be into my life.

I know all these and accept them.

on that note....

MY PARENTS ARE BACK!!

They went to Disneyland to celebrate there 30th wedding anniversary

How fricken cute is that?