Bank Boy #2

Um......Three hour phone conversation. I love the butterfly feelings. When he came into my work today the teller next to me pointed out how nervous I make him. He couldnt look me directly in the eye, his hands shook a little, and since I hadn't called him in a few days...I could tell he was obviously even more nervous. I told him to call me and I told MYSELF that this was my new life, and that I was going to pick up not because of him, but because he represents all the times in the future I will try to say " Guys don't like me!" Or " Im ugly". I'll remember him, nervous and shaky, at my window, asking me to dinner, and i'll always remember out first date...which is tomorrow. Oh...yeah. Okay, now I made myself nervous by calling it that! Thanks collette! We'll see...things are a little diffrent then I'm used to. He's past his party years, he's got some years on me...15ish to be excat and he has a child, which is...big. He's sweet. Really really sweet and intresting. Honest which is refreashing. Also...he seems belivable, which is..important to me at this point in my life.