Metamorphosis

Disconnected. Distant from where I have come. Stupid, lame, tired, fustrated, off, sad, mad, excited, mean, rude, ridged, sloppy and just plain over done. I've been disconnected from everything. Everything only because I could not deal with something. I turned off my light, left my mind, and said goodbye to caring for anything again. I decided I was helpless in all, smarter than most, and just plain just " Good enough". It's time I do something about that.