Apr 27, 2004

As it seems I have determined the root to my…shall we call it…"offness"? My offness referring to me doing such things as telling Rosa I wanted to drive my car onto the sidewalk, Pull an all nighter, drop out of college, and many other sorted things. Yet still I digress! Figuring in that I have slept approx. 3 hrs each night for…well about a month and I have aided myself with nothing more than a horrible diet of pasta, bread and lots and lots of coffee. I can see where I truly killed myself! I lied to my parents and my doctor even about the amount of sleep I have been getting. I should have never done that. I need to come up with a plan of defense! I need to start to sleep mofo’s! Dropping my Starbucks addiction and trying to eat different foods might be the key! But that’s not enough! I need to keep up this walking thing I started about a week ago. I need to get my school in order so I’m not pressuring myself to stay up at all hours of the night to ultimately never even of started my homework. My lifestyle needs a major overhaul! When to start is the question…Let’s pick today! Hey, why the hell not! I’m bored and dumb enough. So I guess that means that I should get of the computer and start doing my paper seeing as I am an english as we speak…haha, I’m a horrible student! }

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