The teller

yaaayyyyYY! I had the best birthday week EVER!!! Sometimes I wake up and I think back the life i have lived thus far...I would of never thought it would be possible. Me. Happy. Ask me 5 years ago and I would of told myself I wouldn't even make it to 18 yet something in me just kept going. I'm here, I don't plan on loosing it!

Last night as we sat around an open fire and the question was " What do you most worry about?" and my answer wasn't my family. I shocked myself last night. I realized that I blame a lot of my unhappiness on my family. I sometimes feel they could of done a lot more to save me from myself. I hurt myself so many times and they never even noticed let alone try to talk to me about it. It hurts a little realizing that and then knowing I must forgive them. However I feel the truth is the things in my past need to stay there. I need to keep moving on and keep surprising myself in ways I never thought possible.

AND!!!! I got a new job! No more retail! I now am a bank teller!!!! Yayyyy!!!!