Feelings

Nobody who isn't in love, kisses in the rain. Before I know it, my thoughts have carried me away and the pain of the shower beating on my skin brings me back to reality. Lately I've become more and more drawn into my own thoughts. It's the ability to completely remove myself from my surroundings that has kept me alive I guess. I laugh at those who try to reach me sometimes. It becomes a joke to only me and those not involved often don't find the humor. Yet, sometimes, I feel it's sneaking around my life, waiting for me to draw near the water, look to close to the edge, then it pulls me under.