Hello?

It's been about a year if not more that we started hearing from the ever so mysterious "H". What we know isn't thus far advanced. Every once in a while, Rosa and I will happen on the whole " I wonder if he's a fat 50 year old man sitting in his underwear muttering dirty words to his 36 cats" kinda of guy. But what is freaky to me, is that if he where to die...We would never know. That's what gets me about the internet. I've talked to people from all over the world...But I'll never see them...Probably never even make it to their hemisphere. Where was I going with all this? I suddenly have gotten tired. That's a good thing! I think I'm going to take this advantage and run with it. Maybe I'll remember what I was saying later. Night!

Why not...all the cool kids are doing it!

Last Thought: wouldn't it be cool if we never had to sleep?
Last thing I ate: Chicken Cassadia
Last thing I cried about: Feeling to alone/stupid for my own good
Last drink: About three years ago
Last Cigarette: I don't
Last Kiss: Sadly enough, a long long long time ago...a long long time ago.
Last Movie I saw: Shrek 2
Last Person That Asked Me how I was doin': Alexi, my pal
Last Cuss: "holy shit mother fucker!" in reference to us being locked in a school when I was teaching Rosa to drive.
Last murderous thought: I hate retail...it shall pay for all that it has done to me!
Last thing I bought worth buying: Nothing
Last prank thought of: Not coming in to work
Last song I heard: Redneck women
Last disappointment: my own kindness
Last time wanting to die: This entire week
I HURT: Myself, stupid people, myself
I LOVE: My camera and the internet
I HATE: Target
I FEEL: Lame
I FEAR: Being alone, with everybody around
I HOPE: I can sleep tonight
I HIDE: my smile
I DRIVE: others insane
I MISS: being happy for no reason
I LEARNED: Life is only what I don't want when I want it to be what I need it to be
I NEED: some coffee ( HELL YEAH!)
I THINK: I have insomnia
current clothes: Blue jeans, black button up shirt
current mood: curious
current taste: mint gum
current hair: Pony tail
current annoyance: The fan that is flipping my hair into my face!
current smell: Mint
current thing I should be doing: Sleeping/cleaning my room
current desktop picture: Wild flowers
current refreshment: ...Sounds like a good idea!
current worry: I'm never going to make it

Please remind me

I am sober. It is indeed 3:22am and I am still awake. I just got back from that " party". haha, well...I will get to be the story teller tomorrow because lets just say...I was really really sober compared to these people. One girl, whacked her head against the wall so hard I think it left a lump...But she got up embarrassed as hell, came and sat down next to me and goes " Did I really hit my head hard?" Hahaha, when you have to ask a question like that...Yes you are drunk. Second thing...Well...Let's just say I've seen a lot more than I bargained for! My fellow Retail workers...Well, at least I can say they have nice butts! Please remind me why being the only sober person...Is a bad thing?

Party kinda person? 

Something juicy

She asks for entertainment, I'll give her entertainment!

Str141: Hello?
U2busse: Ho
Str141: Omg
Str141: What?
U2busse: entertain me!
Str141: see it?
U2busse: that's nice, how much?

Well...That's not really how the conversation went...But it gave her the " U2busse: u need to blog something juicy".

It's all about the nookie?

Dear lord:
I am once again poor. I spent way to much money today. I got a pair of pants at Old navy and than two purses and two pairs of shoes. Than I went to Clairs and got this! Just different color. I than went over to Mervyns and got a pair of capris and a shirt. I'm super excited about getting all dressed up but...At such a large price tag!
tomorrow I'm throwing a good pal of mine a birthday party! I really really hope it goes all good. I shall be taking pictures up the him-ho so we all can thrill in the Collette gettin her party on. After the party is when I get scared. Me Anya and like two other people are going over to another co-workers place. They...( being the old ones ;) ) are getting the drinking on and all the plain hanging out they can render. Well I am the " social" kind of person now...These things still freak me out. I was never very " hey how you doin?" but lately I have been " Hello-ish" But, to be as frank as I can possibly be...These people are cool! I've spent a lot of time trying to fool these people that I am not insane! I don't want to spoil this all tomorrow! Haha, well, either way, I need to clean my room, clean the bathroom and get to bed soon because I have work tomorrow very very early!

I wanna be Here!
Posted by Hello

Nothing about anything

There's nothing about nothing and more about everything...Well, rather...There is nothing about everything.

I'm not like that...Tired that is

Out of pure boredom...I'm going to bed.
The fact that I had to just say that...Concerns me.

I cry every time I talk about it

If I could ever believe that this world is beautiful and amazing...This is the story to help me:
These kids aunt is my supervisor at work. It was so heart breaking to hear when her sister had died. She works so hard and is an amazing person herself. She deserves this for her family.