You

It's not easy for me to ask for help. It's never been me who was the one that needed the help....well...thats not true, I just am not the one to ask or accept it when I need it. I tend to make the same mistakes over and over agian. You may not be able to add my devotion in $ or in any other visual amount, but the obvious addiction to your happiness is proof enough. When the world turned on you, and the truth came out, I was there. When friends turned on friends, I choose you! I was there to hear you cry, I was there to get your mind away. I brought you gifts to get your mind off of the sadness, and I left those behind that hurt you. I WAS THERE! I realized last night...I needed her. I needed somebody there to...BE THERE for me. I needed a friend to keep me strong when I know I couldnt. I know I had to face this soon enough and head on because I wanted to get it away for my mind...I wanted you to be there for me. You didn't show up. You didn't call. You wheren't there, you wherent even close. It hurt. I won't lie. It hurt a lot. Im sorry, because this is it. My heart can't keep being stepped on, walked over and dissapointed. Even though it breaks my heart even more to loose what I am giving up...however I feel...I have already lost it.