The Watcher

I don't even know what to do with myself. I woke up early with full intentions of going out to Marin for a court appearance but then because of case load mine was pushed back for another month. This all being good because my insurance agent messed up and told me he would print some paper work for me and then failed to be there when I came in. After that I called a friend and we went S-H-O-P--I-N-G! Don't worry, I didn't spend a penny and got this awesomely cute little jacket! After that I went and had a good chat with one of my friends from Target. Damn, I fucking miss that place! I miss knowing the policies, knowing the people, knowing my guests! However, the company, and the pay, SUCKED. I'll move on I guess.

Funny thing about moving on is that there is no real way to leave un-teathered to something. I have all these strings tied to my past and yet, some way, I continue into my future, always thinking the strings are going to break, or become to short, but these stay with me always at my side, reminding me why I am where I am. I'm learning such a hard lesson right now. I'm so interested in life, so interested in the world and how and why it works as it does, and within this I find myself " Shell shocked" by it's marvels. I want to explore everything, experience it's highs and lows, lefts and rights, confusion and understanding.

On a lighter note, Read " The Giver" Written by: Lois Lowry