Are you this bored?

Not only did I take these Pictures, but I also Developed them myself! Lol

They say we are a cute couple, LOL

Oh Hedge! No No No! Do you really believe my stubborn, rude, crude ass would let one lame comment stop me? Never! LOL

Indeed I have been on Hiatus. Work, Has been cool. I am changing jobs once again. This time I will be taking over my own department. Target has recently bought out and updated all of their stores " Photo Labs" and I was asked to assist in running our stores. You know me, I'm more than excited! So Between training and hiring the team, work has been a little wild.

Other than that...haha, I found myself a nice boy to help occupy my time with. Don't hurt yourself gasping in shock! At least that's everybody's reaction so far. It's ok, He's cute and people will get over it! Next Wednesday we will have been going out for a month. Haha, WILD!

Goodness

It's ok to know somebody is completely insane and be proud to know you are ahead of the game, that feels good.

Excuses to the Handbook

What is it that makes us truly scared? Is is conditioning or is it natural instinct? In a not so recent article of Psychology Today, there was an article about how the closest thing to being a victim of a violent crime, is serving as juror on the Trial. When you have your friends, your true confidants, you are leaving them with your experiences, your life, a thumb print of your own trial's. We live life like there isn't this " handbook" as to how to live. You find people you trust, the people you admire, and you learn from what they have. I have lost a lot of time figuring out what I would have known had I actually listened. So with experience, or instinct, there isn't much of an excuse for how I've been living...

Check it

Halurious! It was the "Healthsome Exercise #1" that got to me

Is the smoke getting to people?

Today I snapped, when the sales floor person yelled at me about the printer announcement that goes over the walkies " Registry kiosk paper jam, GSTL please respond". Well that announcement will go off until I fix it, and sometimes, if I'm busy, or it's being difficult, it wont get turned off for a while, so when he came up to TELL me to fix it, I told him to " GO FIX IT YOURSELF!" Than when the cashier came up refusing to do anything I asked him to do, and kept telling me he wanted to go home, I told him to just " GO HOME! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE IF YOUR GOING TO COMPLAIN THE ENTIRE TIME!" And when he told me he didn't want to, I told him to go do something else and he moaned so I told him he didn't have to do anything, I told him to stand right where he was and he didn't have to do anything. I made him stand there in that excite spot for 10 good minutes. Funny...Maybe not, but hilarious to me. Did he do what I asked after that? You better bet he did! I'm going to get fired soon. I know I am, I have " Insider knowledge" but that's ANOTHER story...

Producer

If I where to make a movie, it would STAR Wil Wheaten, Not only is he just the most adorable hopeless geek, but he's a great actor, I just don't understand people and why he doesn't get more starring roles. Whatever, maybe that's why I'm not a producer.

Moto

Totally bored. Totally wanting to be somewhat productive...Maybe not. It's a toss up between, Roseanne re-runs, Stargate, Star track, or blasting the radio to prove to all those interested, I am not thee best singer just in case they where curious! Whatcha think....?....

For Sale

can I trade for a new life? I've over lived this one. It's broken in, long lived, and a fixer upper...free?

Shopping Alert

New Shoes! Love em!

Bored

Why do I write so honestly here? Maybe it's because I sometimes realize that I can write what I can not say. In that same realization, I understand that sometimes, things are better just not said.
With that said, I'm going to throw caution to wind and become a alone standing being once more. What is it? Can I just spit it out already? Friends. Who are they and where did I not get any? No, that's not it. It's just that lately, I've been feeling...Alone. Being the person people want to talk to sometimes is a great honor...But what if I need somebody to talk to? There's nobody. Nobody asks how I'm doing, asks me questions, probes me for my life, and that's good for the most part because I hate people to wait through my sorted life mistakes, but I find myself hopelessly excited about something with nobody to run and tell anymore. BF used to be that person, but she's never there anymore. Every waking moment is spent talking about her boy and whenever she isn't with him, it's spent talking about him, how he's pissed her off, or the cute things he does. I hate it. I HATE it. When did I go from a friend to a wall? I'm no longer there to talk to, I'm there to talk at. It hurts not to be able to chat with friends, people take that for granted. I don't know what to do, I'm tired and lazy, do I even want to do anything about it? Ahh, ah well.