Jul 26, 2004

I don't think I can handle Rosa having a boyfrind. It's hard, i don't really know why. I started thinking about it. It's like...the only time I was ever really this lonely was before I met Rosa. Once I became friends with her, I forgot that horrible feeling. I never really had a best friend. She's the one of the bunch that could handle my crazy crap. And this is'nt ment to make her feel bad or beg her to dump her fatty lover ( You don't realize how that's not an insult)! I do want, to not be the one in the group that is alone. It's like...call Rosa, she's with Jon, Call heath...he's with chris! We all do go out in groups, and Rosa and I still chillax...but I have to share and I've never been good at that. I suck at sharing actualy. I practily can't do it. But fuckers...im all aloooooooone! There's no spell check on this fucker and I'm way to tired to keep myself from posting this. I'll come back later.

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