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Im soo tired! Maybe it's the fact that I have been running all over the place today! The whole Idea of me only getting about 1 hour of sleep last night might of hurt a little also! So what did I do? Rosa and I went out to the beach...But not before I went to IKEA with my mom and my sister. Once at the beach though... It was amazing. I didn't go to classes today. I just gave up on the idea of getting out of bed, and went back to trying to imagine myself 100 other places. But rather than JUST going to the beach, I went to the Russian river right after with Rosa and another pal, Heath. We had tons of fun. But now...I just don't feel it anymore. There is...Something going on. Besides me being emotional, I just keep watching this something and it just hit me. I am sitting here crying like a small lost child. There is a something that's been spread all over the news all week and it's spreading still. It's something that has happened to a family member of one of my best pals. It's something gruesome and sick. What is really frightening is that it's something that I have always freaked out about. Think about being completely helpless. Than think about not ever seeing your family again. And than think about what your family must go through. Your family is sitting there writhing in worry and confusion...But what can you do? I'm going to bed. Night.