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Remember when I said I felt unproductive? Yeah, well that's come to eat my ass! I failed all three of my online classes. I don't really have anybody else to blame other than myself, I know, but still... It's like, I should of stayed in my photography class and not of dropped it. I lost my Doyle scholarship now. This means that I will have to pay for college all on my own. There are those around me whom feel that I am destine to so called "Mooch off" my parents. What the hell! I'm 18, not like I'm 30 living at home or something. My mom has been pushing me to leave Target more than ever. I'm mad about that. I don't want to leave. It's like... I don't plan on being there for a long time anyways...But still, to be TOLD to leave, hurts. I want to make my own decisions for once. She's been getting on my case about getting a car and getting a better job. I KNOW! Let ME take care of it! What's worse is that she tells me this whole " I'm not telling you what to do...But you can't stay there, you just can't, you don't get paid enough and they don't treat you well, but you know if your willing to let them walk over you that's all okay, you do what you want to!" I hate that! Stupid parents!