AGhhhhh!!!!

Okay....I know I have issues. But....he left me to sit by the phone alllll night long. Waiting. Waiting. And waiting. Finaly when he didn't call me I just texted goodnight and tried to force myself into some sort of rest. He hasnt called me back yet. He hasn't returned my text. It's almost 11am. Nothing. Tomorrow is his birthday. Tonight my family is going camping. I wasn't going to go but now I think I will. Love fucking SUCKS!!!

True True

OWWWWW

My teeth HURT!!!! I need to get my health insurence back.

Gday

Today I spent getting things all settled and in order for school. It was a looooong day of waiting. Waiting at the dmv and waiting for the counselor at the College. So when I got home I decided to do my girl thing and I'm going to do my nails and do a facial. Being a girl has its privileges!

2day

So I decided that I wont wait till sunday to start this 365 project...im to restless

Day One

I feel better.
I talked it out.
I talked silly and irrational and stupid.
I put on my new pink panties with the heart shaped cherries and my new shoes and walked around my room talking to Ray.

I decided what I could do with some of the time I have free now that I don't have a job ( I'm going back to College in Januarary). I'm going to work on the " 365" project. What you do is take a picture Everyday for a year. Pretty straight forward. I love photography and I love gadgets. With my new Helio, great digital camara, and amazing 35mm I really don't have an excuse to not at least try. So I'll update weekly 7-days of pictures every Sunday.

I'm watching "Intervention" It's the best show EVER.

Who is me?

I feel.
I feel to much.
I think I lost myself. Loosing myself.
I hate feeling like this.
The things that used to intrest me in one day have turned into...figuritive dust.
I don't know what I like or dont like anymore.
Who am I?
Where did I go?

Call me to say...

I hate when things get sticky. I get the feeling like ice cream between the fingers and know that things are going to be...hard for the next few weeks. We arint the same. I pushed for commitment and it kinda puked back in my face. Make this week over! I'm going to shave my legs. That always seems to make things better. And I can sit and watch the phone from the tub. Maybe I will feel less lame that way. Stop being irational Collette!

I love my Helio