Oct 6, 2004

Maybe!

I feel like crap and I believe I mostly know why. I believe it's because I'm incredibly tired and I know that I wont be getting any sleep until tonight. This being because I must go to not only school today, but than over to Napa after school. Which really bites. I hate making that drive. What I'm fearing the most is the drive BACK. It's going to be @ midnight or so, pitch black, and I'll be alone. I hate driving at night let alone LATE and I'm Guessing I'll be exhausted. This really fucking sucks! I still feel sick.
Maybe it's because of school. I missed class Monday and I realize that, there's like a 10% chance that I'm going to pass this class! It pisses me off that I haven't at least tried, but I'm so far behind and between work, and school, and home, I don't think I can do it! The downsides of me dropping this class are that I will be dropped from my parents insurance. Not only that but I will be put on academic probation because I've dropped and failed more than a few classes in my years at the J.C. Than to top it all off...My mom will kill me. So what am I going to do? Look up and check when the last day to " Withdraw" a class is, maybe I haven't passed it and I can still do that. That means I can just back out and not get an f in the class. Than I'll look up ways to make up the 3 units I'm already missing. Than I'll try to convince Rosa and Heath to drive down to napa to drive back with me! Maybe!

1 comments:

Kmayhem213 said...

I know I always tell you "that things will get better", but they will. And you know that anytime that you need to talk or anything, I will be there for you.