It was odd

I'm sitting there...And he puts his hand on my knee and goes " I haven't forgotten about you yet!" And that is about when a surge of hate, fear, and excitement rush to my face. I had to keep looking down to keep him from seeing how red my face was. Yet now, 45 min away from work, I can see what a load of crock my boss was giving me. He said that he wanted to " Take a look at my availableness" and that he hadn't forgotten about bringing me up as a gstl. ( which is a supervisor in my Retail World) And there's me, sitting there, excited as hell thinking " Oh my god! Maybe This guy isn't as bad as I once thought!" but than, I bring myself back to reality remembering how I felt when the girl who knows 1/4 of what I do...Got the Gstl position over me. I remembered how it was all of his fault and how I for some reason, really thought that I would get it. Yet again...It makes sense. The other gstls agree that I should receive the position. There was even talk about a group of them going to talk to the high up boss about the entire matter. So why is it that I was still left at the bottom of the scale to rot like Target scum? I work my ass off! I do not get reconized by the high up people for doing a job that is completely not my own. Do I really want to move up in a company where this is how they treat their employees? If it's this bad on the starting position...How bad is it behind the ugly " Target" curtain? I don't fully know if I want to find all this out. Would I care if I received a nice little raise? No, Not really. I have my price...And it's called $2.